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Day 374: A Job Is The Modern Panacea

Jobs. Many people around me relate to a job according to a sense of achievement and the only precursor to any tangible form of progress. To me, this flies in the face of decades of programming – I mean child rearing/raising – before one is allowed to have a job. 317 more words

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Day 373: First Love Trauma

First love.

It’s not like I haven’t been in love before. I think it’s the evolution of the hope of something better in this life and as such, is a disgusting thing. 505 more words

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Day 372: Why Oppressed in a World of Plenty?

Work and play. I got irritated by a comment a person said to me about doing things – I felt as if I were being controlled from the get-go every single move I make. 592 more words

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Day 371: Life Update

Today marks a definite change in the way I participate in all tasks. These days I’m exploring how to do things faster while slowing down as much as possible inside; so my hands move fast, my awareness would like to move slow with my hands moving fast. 225 more words

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Day 290: A Spurious Freedom

Communication Errors 12: A Spurious Freedom

Been looking at previous posts; the various discontents that I have lived in relation to ‘authority’, and how I had defined within and as this relationship/experience as a personality, a construct of ‘freedom’ in my mind, in which I have accepted and allowed ‘freedom’ as a positive resource, as an expression of ‘winning’, while at the same time, the word ‘authority’, with a multiple of negative wirings, and negative experience in diminishment, and subjugation and subservience, and losing. 627 more words

Day 370: To Be or Not To Be... Lax

This is a continuation from the previous post.

– not having enough money to live off of

I commit myself to when and as I see myself imagining my actions and circumstances to be ‘up to chance’ – I stop, I breathe. 533 more words

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Day 369: Being Uncertain of What the Future Holds

Here’s one way to write: ask a worthwhile self investigative question and answer self honestly.  Then forgive yourself for the reasons why you see these points as valid when you KNOW it’s not the best for you or for others or for the world.   921 more words

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