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Valium and the bitch is a bitch

I don’t know how the whole trigger warning thing goes, I see a lot of people use them: I’ll say there is talk of suicide and drugs and stuff. 2,213 more words

(Self) Awareness


Right now I feel like my panic attacks are more debilitating than anything else, because my mood can be balancing like a pro gymnast but anxiety ties me up when there’s nothing but ordinary life in front of me. 200 more words

Pause for thought

Once upon a time in 2014 I parked up my van in Gracemount and stepped out onto the empty street. There weren’t many other cars  in the impoverished neighborhood and a cold winter wind was the only sound to greet me as I hurried across the road to a shabby block of flats standing alone in a field of fierce grass.  594 more words


This is the first time in over a week that I’ve felt calm enough to write.

For the last few days I’ve been curled up in the corner of the sofa, shaking with panic, paralysed with fear and cringing every time Squidge cried. 1,053 more words


Another Sober Day

So it’s been a day or two since my last post. I’ve now been Sober 5 days… I think. Days have become a little foggy. I’m not sure if this dazed feeling is alcohol withdrawal or the diazepam building up in my system. 106 more words

Bowing Out

Oops. Have pushed the boundaries of Addison’s, naughty lungs & torn back muscle too far. Cue Clara Bow sink to floor. Pass the diazepam & inhalers please. 11 more words