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Brain zaps

I’ve been reading a lot of blog posts about anxiety and depression and I feel like such a fraud.

There are people out there having ‘episodes’ and ‘crises’ and getting their parents to take the kids for a few days so they don’t see them at their lowest point and I feel like such a phony member of that club. 1,021 more words



Reaping what you sow. When you have illnesses that clash, medications that clash, behaviours that can have unexpected outcomes, you have no idea of when you’re sowing, what your sowing or when reaping will begin.  849 more words

Bury me in my wedding dress with a bottle of xanax

I love Xanax. It’s the greatest thing ever created.

If someone wants to become a billionaire they need to invent a non addictive Xanax that doesn’t make you drowsy. 293 more words


Withdrawal Saga Continued - Benzos

Back to the grind after a five week or so ‘withdrawal holiday’.

Although it was more like a minimum recovery period possibly needed. I pushed a little hard on the Seroquel withdrawals through January and February this year and so continued to experience symptoms throughout March. 393 more words

The plan for today

I woke at around 6am today and for a while thought about what I was going to do. I do this each morning, lie there and plan out step by step what I’m doing. 784 more words

Understanding the Pros and Cons of Sleeping Tablets

Reaching for the first sleep aid that you find when your insomnia hits is not a good idea, especially if the sleep aid you prefer are sleeping tablets. 855 more words


Nope, No Words

The heady mix of pilates, therapy and steroids yesterday meant I was too exhausted, both physically and emotionally to write, or do much of anything else for that matter. 141 more words

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