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On Better Dreams....

I slept a bit better last night, despite a recent torrential on-pouring of anxiety.  However, around 4am, I woke up to a dream that was quite good, but left me weeping, mind racing, as I fought to regain that fading state of elation. 524 more words

Sociopath

In the Midst of Dissociation ~ Day 124 ~ Resignation

Merry Meet!

I am hovering between “Resignation” and “Acceptance” for the title. I can’t decide if I have accepted my fate or if I am simply resigned to the fact. 542 more words

Dissociative Identity Disorder

Second session

Well, after the bad night I had last night, I texted Eileen this morning, and I told her I was very triggered, she called me back and we talked. 102 more words

I am a puzzle

I am a puzzle

with pieces that dont fit

every way you try

you will get nowhere with it

the whole picture is not shown… 231 more words

Do's and donts of dissociation

What is dissociation?

Dissociation is

an unconscious mechanism that allows a person to separate thoughts, feelings, and memories from normal experience, a form of self-induced hypnosisthat everyone does to some extent. 1,049 more words

Dead on the inside

I feel dead on the inside. Numb. Empty. Sad and weary. Wish I could cry. Think a good cry is what I badly need. The tears wont come though think they’re stuck and cant get out.

I will Not Call Her

Today’s session was strange. In the past I probably would have referred to it as a wasted throwaway session since I didn’t talk about anything… 690 more words

Dissociative Identity Disorder