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The Mystery of my Childhood OCD

There’s a part of my childhood I don’t talk about much, but I always wonder about it.

My major diagnosis is Borderline Personality Disorder. After a lifetime of misdiagnosis, I can accept that and work to mitigate what it does to me. 666 more words




As I sd to my
friend, because I am
always talking, – John, I
sd, which was not his
name, the darkness sur- 32 more words


Lovecraft At The Mountains of Madness, In The Flesh

Haters will say it’s photo-shopped.

I just re-read Lovecraft’s novella At The Mountains of Madness.

I think the story still resonates today.

One of the central themes is the deterioration of civilizations over time. 158 more words


Track Of The Day: WHITE RING - 'Leprosy'

Contagious and corrupting: Industrial/alternative outfit WHITE RING have returned after an eight year absence with new single ‘Leprosy’ – and it’s “steeped in existential dread”. 165 more words

New Music

the existential dread sets in

I thought I was homesick, but this is my home now, so that’s not technically correct.

I miss what I know. I miss the familiar. 312 more words


Pre-Teenage Kicks or How I learnt to stop worrying and love punk.

“I don’t like Punk” I said

“What are you talking about?” she replied

“it’s crap, I don’t like it”

“but you like The Buzzcocks, yeah?” 1,310 more words

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