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What's in a Gene

Just over a week ago I went to see a genetics counsellor to discuss whether I should go ahead with tests to find out whether my cancer could have been caused by a genetic malfunction or if it was ‘just one of those things’. 554 more words

Fap Free Zone #1

Welcome to the Fap Free Zone. I have struggled with PMO (porn masturbation and orgasm) since I was a young boy. It started when I was around 12. 378 more words


Shattered Daydreams

I was feeling warm and fuzzy and have been trying to masturbate for about three days now. This morning, I failed again. My hand is where it needs to be, and I begin picturing the scene: me in a long flowing backless dress, dimly lit bedroom with tea lights and roses and a four poster bed. 336 more words


Join me on my journey to the stage!

I am about to embark on another journey to the stage and I want to take some people along for the ride!  I have many people casually ask for advice on how they can get more in shape but there’s always a few that I can sense a transformation is about to happen just from their choice of words.   973 more words


The Beginning Of The End

Well, last week I had to have the dreaded colonoscopy. Up until this point, I had miraculously managed to avoid one…even the Gastroenterologist was impressed that after 8 months of having bowel cancer that I had skipped past this not so pleasant test. 205 more words

Transportation | Night Flight

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Portuguese Air Force Hercules C130 preparing for night mission during Real Thaw 2015… 7 more words


Let's try this again, shall we?

The last time I posted on this blog was over two months ago after I had relapsed. I vowed that I was going to keep going. 276 more words