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28 March 2005, A Journal Entry from The Boulders In My Life That Shaped MY Journey

Dear Journal,

I am not okay at all today. There’s a big part of me that wants to break down and cry. Today when I saw one of the old master chiefs, I totally avoided her. 44 more words

Closing In

I see you watching me
So close
Yet far away
Trying to be brave

I sense your presence
Most every day
But you don’t say… 33 more words


Naming the Fear & Claiming the Truth

Living with infertility is like being a passenger on a plane experiencing constant turbulence, with no idea how long the flight is, where you’re going or when you’re going to land. 1,443 more words


Ouch. Scary. No, terrifying. Nerve-wracking. These would be some of the adjectives or phrases I would use when describing how I felt when I saw Lightbeam change with every website I visited. 303 more words

TWU Online

Can't make this stuff up

Over the last few weeks we have suffered through 4 nor’easters. Two of them hit us hard and as I look out the window 3 week old snow is still 6 inches deep. 341 more words


Filled with a muddle of words, directions and ideas

my brain never quite succeeds in processing you

running jerky and frantically

my heart doesn’t quite manage a beat… 67 more words


It never feels good to be rejected.  I have often let the fear of rejection determine the road I take.  Some of the earliest memories I have of feeling rejected were in elementary school, and even at a very young age, I’d let that fear keep me from pursuing something I desired.  477 more words