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Wanting to be Desired

In a couple of weeks I’ll be turning 27. I don’t have any qualms about aging except for one thing: the fear of not maturing enough-a symptom of which for me is the feeling that my struggles as a younger guy seem to still linger. 653 more words

Bloohblahs

Life with a Promise of Rain

“Can you imagine that? That was something.”

She had already said this to Uncle Dan, the man beside her. My uncle. Now she was saying it half to me, though she looked past me at our house. 3,373 more words

Why the f**k can’t I be normal?

*Click* The bedroom door is shut.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Lay down and close your eyes.
Inhale.
Exhale.
You don’t have to talk to anyone. You don’t have to listen to any voices. 833 more words

Depression

Day 92: The Snail-Tiger

“Look at me with my go faster stripes!” said the snail. “I am a racing tiger!”

“You are not a tiger,” said his family and friends, “Don’t be silly.” 429 more words

Fresh Mercies Daily

For the Meek

Are you different?
What has this done for you?
Perhaps all the challenges
you have experienced
formed the strong,
determined person you are.
It is being more appreciative… 44 more words

Faith

I Choose This Life (But I Don't Approve)

I often write my blog sitting alone on my bed. Tonight it occurred to me that though I’m drawn to spending all my spare time in bed, it’s a place haunted by misery and pain.  553 more words

Mental Illness

Energy Update: I'm Losing It

I’m just not sure how much pressure I can take before I “crack,” which from this standpoint looks like “lose my mind” because I’m just… this is too much. 1,239 more words