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I Choose This Life (But I Don't Approve)

I often write my blog sitting alone on my bed. Tonight it occurred to me that though I’m drawn to spending all my spare time in bed, it’s a place haunted by misery and pain.  553 more words

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Energy Update: I'm Losing It

I’m just not sure how much pressure I can take before I “crack,” which from this standpoint looks like “lose my mind” because I’m just… this is too much. 1,239 more words

An Axis of Stability

Dolores Cannon has now published many books based on her hypnotic regression sessions with clients. These books give a view of our universe and its inhabitants that departs sharply from the view that is prevalent in “Western” society. 2,528 more words


For who could ever learn to love a beast?

I was out to lunch with a couple of my co-workers the other day, and one of them happened to ask me “Are you seeing anyone at the moment?” My answer to that was a resounding “no” as if I thought she was completely nuts for asking. 648 more words

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Please don't try to "Fix me"

I know that people in my life are generally well meaning when it comes to advice. But for a person who lives with Bipolar disorder, sometimes even the most well intentioned advice comes across as hurtful and insensitive. 572 more words

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1 + 1 + 1 (+1) = Me

I’m not entirely proud of my behaviour last night. The idea of drinking myself numb makes me feel rather ashamed of myself.

But I mustn’t dwell. 892 more words

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Down the Rabbit Hole

I have always felt like I was different from everyone. I know everyone has that feeling from time to time, but for me I feel like I am entirely out-of-place here where I am. 587 more words

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