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The First Diary Log in a Long Time

I started to write again daily logs a few weeks ago as an attempt to make myself write when I am not in the mood to write creatively. 1,827 more words


Life... But not as we know it Jim!

Tuesday 27th September… Earth year 2016

I started these ‘starship’ blogs as I was in the pursuit of knowledge and answers to problems which I had encountered in my life but writing them I realise that that the answer I was looking for was more obvious than I thought.  768 more words


9/11 Why, Why, Why?

I was born a Sikh, attended a Roman Catholic school and have made friends of many faiths. I have an absolute faith in God, sense of purpose and appreciate my journey and fete as Maharaj (God) intends.   666 more words


Alcohol... My Kryptonite

During the past 6 months I have had a lot of time to think and draw conclusions of my life so far. The one which is more and more transparent is that every mistake I have made has been the result of alcohol. 629 more words

Mental Illness

The Prison of the Mind

So now… 2016, I have tried to analyse the points of my breakdown. I can remember vividly being in a police cell and going into a frenzied panic attack. 988 more words

Mental Illness

Day 219

Saturday 6th August 2016

My sister lives in Australia. She is 4 years younger than me. I would say we are close but I don’t get to see her very often. 631 more words

Weight Loss

A Duel of Wills In The Dead of Night

There were only a couple of sickly golden lights in the distance, several miles from the house I was staying. Up here in the foothills of The Applachians, neigbhors were sparse. 1,043 more words