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How to Fight Loneliness

Schedule is getting tight lately, with the new job’s high demand and problems at home, still,  thank to my coming out. Today I caught my mom crying again. 420 more words

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The Blues Are Still Blue

My sister came over, saying she had been reading a lot. I remember those last things she confided was how she had no idea that years ago, I had to struggle with the sexuality confusion as well as the fear of being molested by that man from our mom’s workplace. 521 more words

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After The Fall

I came home after work today at 9.30, caught up with Florian, showered, talked to him even more, watched an episode of Gavin & Stacey, a BBC comedy a few years back, laughed together at the scene where Gaven jumped across the fence in the train station to propose to his girlfriend, kissed each other good night and then felt into the realm of sleepiness, promising to wake each other up tomorrow morning. 178 more words

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The Stars Aren't On Our Side

Today I came out to my family. I’d always planned to tell them when I was a bit more mature, more established, more well prepared, maybe with a PowerPoint slideshow like I had done with my friends and more importantly, with the one that I wanted to get married to beside. 999 more words

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Evergreen

Yesterday I found out that Fiji Bear could play organ and piano upon asking how he knew so much about vocal types and training techniques. The other day he was explaining to me the difference between “stone” and “rock”, how new road is constructed with what layer on top. 56 more words

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Summertime Sadness

It was around midnight, which was easily concluded since the neighborhood had already been drowned in the dark, only weakly illuminated by the glimmering light from the living room where we were sitting across each other, thinking about what to say next since the deed had already been done. 944 more words

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August

Dear Florian,

The first time you cheated on me, you wrote me a letter, which touched me deeply since it proved how much you cared and how much you suffered. 1,277 more words

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