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My episodes are my friends

Instead of blind panic
I lay down this time
And let them wash over me
Like waves on the beach
They change everything
I try to act the same… 11 more words

Psychosis

Mayday warnings. (Guess what, TW. Stay safe folks.)

Hello again all…

I am so sorry I managed to, yet again, vanish off the face of the earth. I’ve been having a pretty hard time. 1,867 more words

Update

The last few months have been slow and I haven’t felt there was much to write about. I’ve been in a constant state of fatigue and my mood has been pretty low so I haven’t had the energy to really do anything. 131 more words

Mental Health

The Loving Sea and the Evil Brain Fuckers

I used to love “the sea”. I talked to intelligent life through music, movies, anime etc… I had a method… a system. I knew how to do it and I felt I was rewarded with a loving sea and cool tv. 385 more words

This Is A Test.

It’s been some time since I last posted my story, and to all my readers I apologize. This has turned out to be a lot harder than I initially anticipated. 1,847 more words

Black Women

Clutter

It had reached the point where there was no use tidying up in my room. Wardrobe was irreversibly floordrobe and I can say without a shadow of a doubt this mess has been probably the truest reflection of the state of my mental health. 175 more words

Mental Health

Not feeling right.

My mind is not right. Some thing is going wrong. I’m getting early warning signs of psychosis. I think people are controlling my thoughts. I’m scared the government will experiment on me. 59 more words

Schizoaffective