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Mental Health Update

Sorry, witches. This one’s kind of gloomy. Heed the content warning. Emotions behind the cut. 632 more words


The Backassery of "Wishing for a Lump of Coal" for a Mismanager

About a year ago this time, I posted on my personal Facebook profile a mild jab to the now former mismanagers of my former day program. 851 more words

Hopeless Autistic

Anxious days...

It has been a tough couple of weeks. Am travelling now and will be away from Brazil for three weeks over Christmas. I wish I could say that it is letting me relax a little, but my head doesn’t let me do that too much. 497 more words


Inside Hopelessness Is a Bit of Badass

What I return to, time and again, is the sliver of hope slipped inside hopelessness. It’s so easy to miss–it’s like a well-kept secret–for without hope, hopelessness does not exist. 461 more words


Journal Entry 12.30.12

I didn’t realize until just recently that what I’m doing here is some serious business.. My life is at stake literally. Stopping the 450 mg of Effexor daily is not a good way to go. 156 more words


Perfect Family

“Dinner’s ready Girls.” Shouted the right hand of the household.

Ending her hushed secretive conversation, the eldest made her way downstairs, acting all joyful;

Brutally wiping away the tears falling on the one picture of the person she loved the most, the second eldest put on her fakest smile while making her way towards the dinner table; 140 more words


Do Not Press

I cradle the blade under my pillow like a shiny panic button screaming “do not press.” Only then can I sleep.