Tags » Hurting

Whirlpools swirling, cascading, twirling

I wish that people had stepped in when I was younger. People must have known something was wrong but just dismissed me and ignored what was happening. 305 more words

Shattered

Come to me
I do not need your pity
Hold me
Men cry too
Do you see my pain
My heart is not purple
It is shattered… 26 more words

Pain

Tired

If I told you
I am tired
Would you let me rest
If I said
I am weary
Would you understand
When I say
I do not want to fight… 27 more words

Pain

Suicidal Christians?

December 30, 2014

(1 year, 1 month, 2 days later)

I feel like I’ve just been shot. There is so much to process! So many different topics, from co-leading, to sexual sin, to Amelia-her suicide, wounds I have, and mourning. 242 more words

Suicide

My Favorite Delusion

Where are you today
My favorite delusion
Disease is raging in me
Death placing iceberg kisses
On my lips
I search the darkness
Seeking your face… 29 more words

Love

But I promised myself...

I have never broken a promise I’ve made to myself.
Ever.
Well, until now…

I promised myself, I assured myself, I seemed to know it, even. 310 more words

Diary