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Hello dear blog…

As usual, you get all the crap that goes through what substitutes as the excuse of my warped brain…

I am sooooo tired, tired of everything, tired of my nonexistent life, or that’s at least how I perceive it right now and have for quite a few years. 894 more words


New Neighbours

Today some new people moved into the flat next to ours. The flat has been empty for a good few months and before that an old man lived alone. 284 more words

Mutable Earth by Louise Glück

Mutable Earth

Are you healed or do you only think you’re healed?

I told myself

from nothing

nothing could be taken away.

But can you love anyone yet? 148 more words


Being Human

I haven’t felt very good for the last few weeks.

I stopped taking two of my medications and am in the process of ending a third now so my brain and body have been a weird place to hang out lately. 567 more words

Mood Management


Perched on your own shoulder
Hyper-vigilant to risk
Counting your every footstep
Is not a sexy way to exist.


Confined to the "Pauser Reason"

I do occasionally “practice what I preach.” Last week I shared my thoughts re the “judgment of God” being a label that we have applied to the terror of suddenly being stabbed with self-awareness after having said or done something ill-advised or even stupid. 312 more words


I am a writer

What do you do for a living?

One of my least favourite questions and I get asked all the time. What do I do for a living? 375 more words

Mood Management