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The searing light of reality

One of the worst things is waking up and the first thing you think is “Holy fuck, what did I do???” Whether it’s opening your eyes to see an ICU sign and equipment everywhere, or the cold light of sobriety giving everything the searing dose of reality. 242 more words

Guest Post: Some Words From My Husband


Man. Have things taken a turn for the worse. God I really lost my motivation. And one of my closest friends is in the hospital for trying to OD on his bipolar meds plus some other stuff. 662 more words

General Update

Today's session

met with my therapist today… our next and last session is coming up… it bothers me that i’ll never see him again but i’ll move on with my next therapist and see how that works out. 337 more words


Bipolar disorder and the struggle to be monogamous- hyper sexuality to the extreme

I have realised recently that I really struggle to be monogamous and I favour open relationships over relationships. It seems that when I’m in my manic highs I just want to date and have sex with as many more people as possible and I am completely out of control. 107 more words

Mental Health

Detox: Ripping The Parasite Off My Heart

Ready. Set. Sail!

So, I want to clarify something, more so for my own benefit than anything else. I’m not in a relationship with Mark as normal people would refer to it as. 1,146 more words

General Update

I Wanna Do Bad Things With You

To describe it as torture would be an understatement​.

It’s mental anguish.

That feeling.

That worm that digs and digs into your skull, trying to make it’s way in. 347 more words

General Update


Agitating is the best way to describe the cold, eerie commercial way people handle mental illness during a psychiatric admissions intake. You would hope and even assume that they would be warmer, given the circumstances and the obvious awareness that this soon to be patient is in fact nervous… or better yet terrified! 876 more words