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I’ll never understand why you hate yourself so much.

Maybe I don’t know you well enough yet to see..

Why are you so determined to self-destruct? 127 more words


Reason eleventy billion that I can’t have a job. This morning I woke up after a dream about getting a job, completely anxious. Even the thought of a job in a dream is so stressful, that I had an anxiety attack, both in, and out of sleep. I cannot handle responsibility.

Everything Inbetween


I’ve been looking forward to today for 2 months! Our town is having Ribfest, and there’s not much that I love more than ribs. Finally there’s something that I want to do where we live, and when the day comes around, I can’t do it. 48 more words



And then today I went across the road, within ten minutes I had a panic attack and went back home. Too many people and too much noise. 19 more words



The inside of my head is a big, messy, too tight space. Its full of ideas that will never come to fruition, and things that can’t be put into words. 43 more words

Everything Inbetween

I just want to cry. I want to physically throw this computer across the room and scream at the top of my lungs.

I cant help but think that I’m in a relationship with just a  figment of a man that exists in my phone because really what else is there? 322 more words



Some days I feel like such a failure at life. Days like today. I let my anxiety and depression win and I give in to it. 61 more words