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An Epiphany @ Cafe Gratitude

I’m in San Diego for a dance event, but I feel incredibly sad. These weekends are supposed to be inspirational, energizing and rejuvenating. Sure enough, I find myself profoundly inspired by a tango performance that is the epitome of what I hope to become; it’s magical in every way. 523 more words


Almost broken

She was silently loud, she was loudly silent

Sitting alone in a room full of people, feeling crowded in an empty space

standing in the desert freezing blue, sweating on an Iceburg thinking of you… 19 more words



I was only thirty years in and I’d had regrets for miles

While I was faking daily smiles I plotted an old fashion style

escape to free myself of the chaotic judgements and misinterpretations… 125 more words


Losing Hope

Losing Hope by Colleen Hoover

3.75 stars

“I’ve loved Hope since we were kids. But tonight? Tonight I fell in love with Sky.”

Losing Hope was a book I told myself at the beginning of 2015 that I would read this year. 248 more words


Dealing with Despair

The dictionary defines despair as “to no longer have any hope or belief that a situation will improve or change”. I don’t know about you, but I feel this way quite often. 141 more words


It’s hard getting married for the first time when you are in your fifties. Late fifties.  There are just so many ways of thinking about someone else that I am not used to. 416 more words

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What a shitty day

It’s been a rough one today.  I haven’t slept well the past few days, last night was no exception.  I want my wife so badly, yet she seems completely indifferent.   515 more words