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What Am I Now?

What am I now? Am I a daughterless mother? That sounds like an oxymoron, two words that contradict themselves. My 21 year old daughter, Holly Noel, died on October 12, 2012. 822 more words


Gifts from The Universe

They come when I least expect them, like this quote from Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone:

“After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next adventure.” … 361 more words

You can't save people from themselves

In November 2013, shortly before Thanksgiving, I had an argument with Zachary. The words that I said in anger still haunt me. I could see that he was in a toxic relationship and I was tired of seeing him so broken. 393 more words

Say Something Positive...

As the calendar announces the beginning of summer, I wish I could click my heels together three times and fast forward to September.  Skip over the long days and turn the clocks back to darkness at 5:00 pm. 309 more words


Those Little, Blue Butterflies Get Me Every Time

May 18, 2015

Dear Will,

While walking Finn down by the river this afternoon I noticed the little, blue butterflies were visiting again. I’ve missed seeing these little beauties, as these were the first I’ve seen since last summer. 442 more words

Love Letters To Will

Death Is Not The End

Day 22 of writing my grief course.  This past week has been a zinger.  It makes you wonder if you are under attack by the universe?   892 more words



I am all over the place today.

I started my day listening to blur.  Now I have headed off into the world of Wax, Jamiroquai and now Everclear. 224 more words