I miss you. Our love story feels… unfinished.
I feel as if there was so much that we never had. So much that we never got to say to each other. 144 more words
I’ve only been going out with this guy for just over a year and I realised around the 6 month mark that I did in fact love him…a lot, I fell pretty damn hard for the guy…I then found out around 9/10 month mark that he had in fact cheated on me with a coworker who he had previously told me I had nothing to worry about with and that he would never do that because he’s had it done to him in past relationships, finding this out seriously broke me…and sent my depression and anxiety into quite a spiral downwards, crying a lot, not eating or eating way too much…I did stay with him as he seemed determined to make it up to me and to make things work and I loved him so I agreed…but lately, I’ve been feeling less and less like I am in fact in love with him, I’m so damn confused about what I’m feeling, he himself has never said the words to this day, I don’t think we’re even close to me getting keys to his place despite him saying multiple times he wants to make some for me and then he backs off….I feel like walking away a lot…but then I turn around and think, he does make me happy, he genuinely does, I just dont think he realises or sees how well I’m not coping with everything, I had a meltdown last week and he wouldn’t even/couldn’t give me a hug…I’m emotionally exhausted!