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看了我一年前寫的東西
然後再看去年年底寫的

有時候真的會嚇到自己
原來自己是多麼的醒目
原來自己是多麼的清醒

我一直都相信我有兩種很不一樣的性格
但有時候望著鏡子 看到另一個我
還是會感到意外

我一直都好怕做後備
我並不是一個特別好勝的人
為了我身邊的人 我很願意放下在手裡的東西
很願意給別人

就算不是很願意 我也能說服自己
這不重要 重要的是他們的快樂

我這不是善良 不是無私
我只是把自己的快樂放在其他人身上

這是個很愚蠢的做法
但我從以前就是這樣

當然不至於會被利用的程度
但我很少會對任何事情固執

但我真的好怕做後備
若愛,請深愛。若棄,請徹底。
我就是這樣的
有深愛 有捨棄

以前更加嚴重添

我自己的不自信就會更加令我胡思亂想
老覺得人家放不下
老覺得我很容易被代替
對普通朋友我就算了
但對家人,深愛的人,最好的朋友
我不行

這就是我活著的價值啊
我不求成功 不求發財
只求被需要 被愛

很久了呀。。。
哈哈
“看透這個世界了”

好可愛啊

我不是看透
我只是接受了

要被愛 被呵護 被疼惜
要失望 受傷害 被刺激
要得到 要失去
儘管來吧

有祂我就夠了

希望有天我會真心相信這句話 哈哈

我還是有希望的噢
世界不只是黑暗的

香港人,別太悲觀啦
無聊的樂觀也許會帶給你無聊的快樂呢

"No Mud, No Lotus"

Something a friend said to me the other day really stuck with me. I was telling her about how confusing things have been since I’ve been back in Perth. 1,394 more words

March 2013

Fireworks and Fire-words

The term Yellow journalism was first coined by Erwin Wardman, the editor of the New York Press in the mid-1880s. In grade-school it is taught alongside the administration of President William Mckinley that as a type of journalism, yellow journalism has little or no legitimacy; using outlandish claims to make bold headlines. 587 more words

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28th March 2013 19:02

I haven’t written much in here in a while because this diary has been in my bag. The French exchanges have been and gone. I went to Nando’s last Friday with Esther, Rebecca, Eve, Rachel, Louise and Clarisse (Esther’s partner). 110 more words

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11th March 2013 17:13

Went to see Oz-the great and powerful on Saturday. It was amazing! Saw Katie on Sunday which always cheers me up. Been feeling so much better these past few days which is good. 51 more words

March 2013

8th March 2013 19:22

I quit the job after 1 day. I cried on the way home and I basically didn’t like it. I got Charlotte’s paper round. Went to see Justin Bieber 3 days ago! 47 more words

March 2013

What legacy will you leave?

It’s been almost 3 years since my husband passed. Next week is what would have been his birthday. I was under some sort of illusion that it would get easier as time passed, but I’m quickly realising that after a couple years the fog starts to clear. 1,568 more words

March 2013