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When You Think The Whole World Is Evil

When I was a teenager and in my early twenties, I was suicidal.

Looking back, it hardly makes sense to me now, but it was so real back then. 752 more words

Humanity: Mentally Crippled Species of Pain Addicts

You will often hear humans opine: “How would we know what pleasure is, if we did not experience pain, and be able to compare the two?” 756 more words

Social Commentary

Love and Reason

So apparently today is Valentine’s Day.  I swear half of all holidays ever would pass me by undetected if not for Google Doodles.  Anyways, even though I don’t really… 738 more words

Journal / Random Thoughts

On Permission

I watched his adept fingertips dance down the fret-board in minor chords as my blood dried on his knuckles. I was lost in his ominous melody when I heard him whisper my name and say, “Look at me. 3,256 more words

The Primal Actor/Musician (Part 2)

I could feel his breath against the skin of my face as I stood in front of him.  I can say with confidence now that he was the first man I have been with who understood the power of eye contact.   2,082 more words


no sleep diary entry nr. 1: masochism

awake at night. sleeping on the day. not a rhythm that should be kept. not healthy. I am out of rhythm.

self-destructive behaviours, self-destructive fantasies. that is all I have right now. 732 more words

The Executive at the Gym

“I am a free soul, singing my heart out by myself no matter where I go and I call strangers my friends because I learn things and find ways to fit them into my own world.

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