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I Hate Going Backward. My Life Post-Narcissist Continues.

I hope this ride ends pretty soon, or at least smooths and stabilizes some how some way.  A couple of days ago I was riding the crest of a wave, a wave that I hoped would take me into shore.  823 more words


Too many thoughts

My frigin brain is tung tied. I am trying to read people’s blogs and write comments and everything that comes out is jumbled and makes little sense. 614 more words


Sundays are the Worst

I don’t know the reason, but it is said that when you are in anguish, Sundays are the most difficult day to make it through.  I have to agree fully as I consistently have the hardest time making it through Sundays. 851 more words


What Sucks the Most about the Narcissistic Breakup

There are a lot of things that are really difficult to deal with regarding the loss of any marriage or relationship.  Loneliness, anger, sadness, lost trust, financial impacts, they all seem devastating.  679 more words


Seeing More Clearly the Crazy Nuances of a Narcissist. Photographs.

It has been over 8 months since my narcissistic wife moved out of our home and nearly a month since our divorce has been final.  During the 8 month period, I admit my focus has been on “fixing” things, preserving the marriage and the relationship at all costs.  1,158 more words


A Letter to My Ex-Wife. Farewell to a Narcissist.

Dear Anna (name changed to protect the not-so-innocent),

I am trying my best to let you go, not that I have a choice since you have already both divorced and replaced me.  988 more words


Life Post-Narcissist. Prepare for the Cycling of Your Mind.

Funny how the more things change, the more they DO stay the same.  Even though I have “survived” the idealization, the devaluation, and the discard phases of being with a narcissist (and sadly or maybe stupidly, 4 times with the same woman), the days seem to feel the same now that she has been gone for 8 months as they did shortly after she moved out.  971 more words