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Sat. April 16, 2016 2:08 a.m.

Well..let’s see..The sun was out today..so why did i feel like such shit?! I usually feel good on sunny days and the wind was soft with fluffy clouds..maybe it was the fact that i have not been feeling too well lately…sickness does me in..you know how it rolls..you get sick and nothing else seems to matter..all i do is worry about it..it consumes my mind. 19 more words

The Procedure

Dear Pops,

You came home with a tattoo today, and that only means one thing. You have been hurt so badly you wish to forget. 333 more words

Writing

Pic on bipolar

Finally I have found a pic that actually seem to help describe the way I feel about bipolar. It’s amazing how a small picture can really explain the moods u go into … 14 more words

Bipolar Disorder

Tuesday March 22, 2016, 1:34 a.m.

So…i’ve slacked a little lately! I get a pass though. Went on a trip for the birthday…just an over nighter up the road…it was a nice getaway..however..sure started feeling like crap when we got back though.. 24 more words

Friday, March 18, 2016 12:01 a.m.

It was an interesting day…i was rapid cycling throughout the day…I woke up feeling a little irritated..i drove the kids to school as usual..came back and got on the computer…as usual…then as usual…i laid down for nappy nap time….i tried to sleep for my usual 3-4 hours..but kept waking up..at least..half way…you see..i take Ambien…it works great to help me sleep at night…but it also exacts a daytime nap of 3-4 hours ever day..it’s not a..well..i guess i’ll just go back to bed…kind of deal. 273 more words

March 17, 2016, 1:28 a.m.

Well…it’s been a wild day….I am “Happier” than i was …but i don’t change my stance…i wish i could…i really do…i wish i could hold a job again…instead of having my future security handled by the state…i wish i didn’t have to hire a lawyer to try and get it..i wish my brain wasn’t so jacked up…i wish..i wish…i wish…You know what the good old Green Day song states, “Wish in one hand and Shit in the other…and see which fills up first”… 11 more words

March 13, 2016, 9:06 p.m.

So I was just thinking about how pathetic my life has gotten…I was reading a  blog by another blogger when i decided i needed some chocolate..so instead of walking the 8 feet to my couch to get it…i had to roll over in my damn office chair i just got..Why?..because the thing has wheels! 32 more words