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So, what if I just stopped fighting?

Just had my weekly therapy appointment.  Told her how absolutely alone I feel, and that I am so just effing tired of struggling.  Told her that I think I’d actually be happier if I just gave up. 290 more words

Binge Eating Disorder

This all happened yesterday.

One of the worst things about being over 400 pounds is the lack of freedom. I can’t drive my car because I’m too large to fit behind the steering wheel.  795 more words

Binge Eating Disorder

(Former) Goddess of Excuses

I decided to swim on a daily basis this week because it burns a lot of calories. 400-600 calories burned per hour while doing freestyle fyi! 683 more words

Well, THAT wasn't very helpful.

Felt lonely today, and in spite of trying to not cave in, I used food for comfort.  After I ate, I texted my husband, because I needed to talk to someone.  487 more words

Binge Eating Disorder

Hammer and Chisel--Day Three

Iso strength chisel.  Wow, what a work out. Isometric holds are more powerful than you realize.

I did not have to modify much today which in and of itself is empowering. 190 more words


The Beginning. As Good a Place as Any to Start

It’s always weird trying to start something like this.

Where do you begin when there’s so much to unpack?

On January 11 2016, I weighed 158 kilograms/348 pounds. 645 more words


À Votre Santé!

Like most overweight women, I dread going to a doctor– especially, most especially, a new doctor.

You never know if a doctor is going go treat you like a second-class citizen if you’re obese.   226 more words