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It's 1:35 am and here I think I'm going mad... well madd-ER.....

First think about all the very worst things you think about yourself. The deep rooted stuff that hurts; I’m not good enough, I have no friends, what’s worse than being ugly and bitter and twisted – being me – being nothing. 477 more words

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Watch me Fall...

It’s been about a month since I last updated.

My apologies, between work, a trip to London, reading and watching Buffy. Oh yeah and starting the gym (go me!) I haven’t had time to update this blog. 494 more words

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I can't

I’m feeling really suicidal. I can’t do this. I have no energy for anything or anyone. I feel awful. These tablets haven’t helped me, I feel worse.

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My Mental Health: July Reflection & a Break Away

Most months are – as I always say – up and down.

This one though, was particularly down.

That said, I will not allow this post to be a big ol’ negativity spew. 973 more words

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Detox and Manic Depression #7

i can’t do this anymore,

Fighting every single day,

where each day gets worse,

my life is full of negative,

this will never change,

i just want to be up in the stars, 7 more words


Detox and Manic Depression #6

Tuesday 25th July 2017

Today is the fifth day of taking citalopram. I feel exactly the same as I did when I first started taking them. 305 more words


Detox and Manic Depression #5

I struggled to get up this morning. I sat in my bed for a good 45 minutes just staring at a wall whilst trying to keep my eyes open. 251 more words