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No, I did not fall off the face of the earth. Yes so much has happened.

I have not posted in a very long time. After losing a very good friend because of a mixup left me very distraught. At the time I had been through two major surgeries and made the mistake of going on line and opening my big mouth and saying some hurtful things I never thought would ever come out of my mouth. 535 more words

Carcinoid Syndrome/Cancer:

The Constant Sound of Water

The constant sound of water distracts me from moving forward

I am in trapped in the mud created by the ceaseless downpour that comes from our relationship… 75 more words

My Reality

In the Meantime...

In the meantime, he continues his downward spiral and the world pretends that up is down.

In the meantime, I am stagnate because he makes demands and endless calls that I am far to weak to resist. 80 more words

The Ugly Truth

Asking the Question

I’m not comfortable discussing my sexuality. There are a lot of reasons for this, as one may imagine. For one, it’s just uncomfortable. For me, at least. 2,073 more words

Depression: You can run but not hide

Hi there, I hope you are doing like I am. Positive vibes of starting a week, you may say. It is one thing I am trying lately – staying positive even though shit hits the fan. 1,581 more words

Showing Yourselves

The time has come and you are showing yourselves. You are two-faced, mean and ugly.

I have been fooled by the magical illusion of a “family” that I would never truly be a member. 85 more words

Coming Undone

Last week I dreamt that I was a chef, decorating a beautiful cooked meal with a hand of an expert and when I woke up… 590 more words