Today was a good day. I think it’s important to acknowledge the days that are good just as much as I acknowledge the days that are not so good. 137 more words
It’s not ____’s problem, until it becomes ____’s problem, before then there is NOTHING YOU CAN DO!
Have you ever loved an addict? Or even have addictive behaviors yourself? 278 more words
My brain, heart hormones and all that junk…I think are like hexagonal…trapezoid type geometric figures completely set out to never allow me the peace that comes with a linear thought…simple emotion…easy decision…everything’s constantly swirling around in my mind…the what ifs, the what could bes, the low self esteem mixed with the boss ass bitch confidence…the low lows, the high highs, the absurdity…a million different sides to every situation…each with its own browser and hella tabs…crying and then not, pissed and then not, rarely truly happy…taking a minute to meditate…effects lasting less than that I need…praying to God and when that doesn’t work hit the drinks…realizing I need my liver and drink is not another problem I need, taking up other vices to relax…food, sex, maybe some hookah…but it doesn’t matter…everything is fleeting…nothing works for very long…because…even when I’m asleep my brain, my heart, my everything…still won’t…Shut. The. Fuck. Up.