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Dear my heart, I know I let you break into pieces again. I'm really sorry that I love too hard. Last time, it took so many years for you to heal and now I let you suffer again. I didn't plan it that way also. All I want is to love and be loved, and I want it to last. I wish that you'll be loved forever. I know you're aching deep inside for missing that person so much everytime you saw something related to that person because almost everything reminds you of that person. It's okay to feel numb, it's okay my heart. One day you'll be okay again even with all those cracks.
Monday morning after the wedding, I walked into Bea’s office, and I was rather, well, closed off. I was in shutdown mode. I know I told her about the wedding, but it was done rather woodenly, and I don’t have a lot of recollection of our session. 2,096 more words