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H+ (measuring the addiction)

Food is such a strange drug. It is a blessing and sometimes a curse.┬áBut like all drugs, it changes you, both when it’s gone and when it arrives. 162 more words

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Tea & Musings

Good morning beautiful people and Happy February!

Two days ago I had a very cozy day. I stayed inside all day and sat in the sun for most of the time while the sun was available. 394 more words


Maybe I’ll get a tattoo. Maybe changing on the outside will help me validate that I’ve changed on the inside. Dad will probably be angry that I got another tattoo but I’ll tell him it was either that or slitting my wrist. 14 more words

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Starting a New Life in The New Year

A Letter To My Abuser,

You dug yourself deep into this hole that you can’t get out of. But you dragged me along too.

And I know you were abused as a child, and that you don’t want to end up like them. 342 more words


KRR: day 27

I had my first PT appointment today without pain meds. I got through the whole workout, but it was much more challenging. The PT workout with Carl lasts an hour, and I was already covered in sweat after the first ten minutes. 306 more words

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I feel bad. I woke up feeling bad, I went to sleep feeling bad, I spend all my days fighting this feeling of feeling bad. 691 more words


Sex and Drugs

I’m on antidepressants again. I really fought myself with the idea because I don’t want to be medicated. I don’t want to put chemicals in my body that will alter the way I think, in a longer term sense. 835 more words

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