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The Realities of Regret

The other day, four or five hours into a shift in my latest stop-gap, just-for-the-money job I received a sudden jolt when I realised the customer I had just given my “so how the early bird menu works is”-spiel to was an old schoolmate of mine. 868 more words


Sometimes, when you break a bone and your elbow is sticking out at a weird angle or your ankle is so swollen you can’t even tell where it is, the doctor decides that the best course of action is to break the bone again, and let it set and heal properly. 149 more words

Stop Waiting for Rock Bottom.

If you are suffering, in any capacity, you have permission to ask for help.

You don’t need to hit any significant milestone. You don’t need a reason or justification. 790 more words


When the world unravels before you, when even your dreams are crumbling stones, when everything you dare to touch is set on fire and all around you is ash and smoke… remember this.

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Hitting Rock Bottom

I reached my rock bottom a while back – both physical and spiritual. I was at a point where I couldn’t go anywhere. No body could tolerate me for a few minutes. 606 more words


Rock Bottom

Today I woke up once at 8am, again at 9am, again at 11am, and then stayed in bed until 1pm.

I’ve known for about a week now that my job was closing for two weeks for renovations… and as previously stated in my blog posts I’ve been constantly looking for work elsewhere. 327 more words

One Night of Weakness

“You need help.” I said staring at Ethan late one night. He had just thrown up again after drinking too much.

I was sick of this shit, but I didn’t know how to make it stop. 1,133 more words

Evangeline Baker