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Growing Up with Dolls.

I recently found a company, Bears 4 Absent Babies, who make personalized bears for Mamas who have lost their babies.  My Sam Bear arrived about two weeks ago.  549 more words

Holidays. Holi-daze.

As cooler temperatures are upon us, fall festivals approaching and the holidays around the corner I can’t help but think of Sam.  My birthday is in two weeks and I know exactly what I was doing this time last year.   736 more words

MamaRoo & Energy.

It’s funny what we spend our energy on when we’re preparing for the arrival of a baby.  I spent all the extra minutes of my day making sure everything was just perfect for Sam when he arrived.  993 more words


But even if we or an angel from heaven should preach to you a gospel contrary to the one we preached to you, let him be accursed. 1,226 more words


Happiness & Normalcy.

I haven’t blogged in a couple of weeks.  Mostly because life has kept us busy and that’s something to celebrate!  The last few weeks have felt magical.  603 more words

Due Date

   Tomorrow was Sam’s due date.  I don’t have many words to describe how I feel today or how I will feel tomorrow.  Instead I’ve decided to share pictures of my growing belly over the last 40 weeks.  159 more words

God measures life by love.

My life is new.

My life is new in a completely different way than I had ever anticipated.  Instead of experiencing a ‘new’ life together with Sam, Ted and I are living a ‘new’ life without him.  610 more words