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Wreaking Havoc

It’s something I try to avoid today. Wreaking Havoc. Schizoaffective disorder and alcoholism did so much damage to me, my friends, and my family when the disorder was at it’s utmost potency. 324 more words


Anxiety can be rough. Especially if you have the type, and level, of anxiety that I have. I went homeless, in part, because of it. Sure, I was hearing voices and seeing things from schizoaffective disorder at the time, but anxiety can paralyze you into a state of do nothingness while the world around you continues to function. 214 more words

Today is going to be a good day

Today is going to be a good day because I decided not to drink over or about anything. The day may only be half over, but hopefully I already made the decision to avoid alcohol. 317 more words

Getting back on track

So, as promised, I did text a couple of friends about having coffee. Despite my anxiety about doing it, it’s done.

Today was a good day. 271 more words

The problem is with me...

The problem is me.

I went to an event at the local bowling center, organized by a local mental health and wellness organization. Only 3 people bowled (myself included), so the turnout wasn’t great (at 5 people total). 374 more words

Missing pieces

A cracked window means broken glass

How many times can I fall between the cracks

Before I’m holy, unfiltered, raw

I want to be radioactive and explosive… 31 more words

Contemplative Poetry

North Korea, All Dressed Up and Nowhere To Go, and HealthCare


  •           Its been a while since I’ve written anything. I’ve been in the bowels of Schizo-ness…. We are looking into an outpatient facility in Virginia Beach.
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