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You Will Learn The Abuse Doesn't End.

You wont break up with him because he abused you. You wont break up because you realize he’s been brainwashing you. You wont break up because you’ve had enough.You’ll break up because he cheated on you. 1,755 more words


I need a hero...

This journey that I experience with my husband is intense, and it has collided with my fight with anxiety and depression.  While I have lived with both for over 20 years there are good days, months and years and than there are days and months that are a day to day battle that keep me this side of the dirt.  366 more words

Chronic Pain


Stupid maybe but I was praying before I fell asleep. It always makes me feel strange, because I don’t believe in any god. More in…  the path, fate, natural order? 582 more words


Seriously, what is the point?! ****warning this may be a trigger or cause distress if you read until the end****

At this moment in time all I want is to end my life. I am so angry and upset that I just don’t know what to do with myself other than hit my self-destruct button. 434 more words


Deep Anguish

I just cut myself.

The emotional anguish I feel is so great that nothing I did or thought about helped.

I was near tears at every moment and indeed cried multiple times today. 130 more words


wasted month

i technically lost the month of July to “illness” and inpatient stays.

medical hospital -> psychiatric hospital -> home -> medical hospital -> home
-> medical hospital -> home… 642 more words


The Visit

I never saw her face or even learnt her name, but the shrills of her distress kept me up awake at night. I had heard her scream for so long she must have been ringing through my dreams. 786 more words