I am dealing with my first difficult trauma anniversary this weekend. To get me through this I am keeping myself distracted with social engagements. I’m facetiming my friend Christiaan tonight and then I’m seeing a French film with Sonia tomorrow, I’m spending time with Rachel and our other friends on Saturday and I am spending the day with Danielle and having a sleepover with her on Sunday. 8 more words
Tags » Sexual Trauma
To the guy who hurt me so much,
As it has been almost a year now since what happened between us ended and you were violent towards me I thought it would be fitting to write this no send letter to express my feelings towards you. 184 more words
The first time you dug your body into the shore of my bed, your fingers curled around sand and left silhouettes even the tallest waves couldn’t reach. 129 more words
The last thing I remember was pulling down Senka’s arts and crafts down from the high shelf because she wanted her coloring books.
Next, I remember laying down on some kind of a wood floor, a man kissing me, making shushing noises, telling me to please be quiet. 285 more words