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14 Months

Fourteen months ago we lost our sweet Asher.  These monthly milestones of time passing have lost a bit of their significance since the passing of the one year mark.  735 more words

Your picture

I don’t have to look at your picture everyday anymore.

It’s not that I’m healing

Or have moved on

It’s just that I have memorized it. 235 more words



When you realize that a song you love, and played over and over again while pregnant with Ezekiel, and thought about Ezekiel every time you listened to it, is actually about God. 875 more words


Forever Young

I grew up a music fan. I’m a drummer. I have always secretly (or not so secretly) wanted my kids to grow up to play an instrument so I can go to their band concerts or sit in the freezing cold and embarrass them by screaming my head off at their marching band competitions. 304 more words

Always And Always

Trying too soon?

Am I ready to have another baby? We didn’t try to keep from getting pregnant this month.

I’m a day late. I’ve taken the tests, but they’ve all been negative. 21 more words

Being A Mom

Our Little Surprise

Riley was in every way a surprise.

He wasn’t exactly planned but he wasn’t prevented either. Matt and I have always wanted babies, however, the timing was not ideal for Riley; but we were going to make it work. 1,073 more words

Publishing and Followers

This post has nothing to do with Ezekiel.

I have been thinking about putting this blog into book form lately. I met with a lady who publishes and edits books and she gave me some great ideas. 290 more words