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Taking a nosedive into negative territory

I’ve been wanting to write another blog post for a while – thoughts and stressors have been swirling around in my head, and I figured a blog post would be a good way to go. 910 more words


What happens is..

..I think of him — everywhere we went together, everything we did together, conversations we had, anything to do with us — and I feel a pang of pain that suddenly overtakes me and makes me start shaking on the inside. 445 more words


Creating a Better World (Part IV): "This is it"

In July of last year, I survived a suicide attempt.

Honestly, on up until today, I never wanted to talk about it. I would have been perfectly happy going to my grave never mentioning it again. 1,166 more words

Summon the darkness

I summoned the darkness and it came
Growling like thunder in rain
It’s large paws striking lightning
But not frightening

I have been in its presence before and though it’s roar is fearless… 126 more words


"I almost had my own show in Japan."

Content warning:  suicidal ideation.

I have a confession.  Every time I read or hear about humans behaving abominably toward other humans, I think about suicide.  Last year, I thought about it almost nonstop.  641 more words


Dear broken mind, please un-break

Dear broken mind

That is hurting all those that care

Dear soul, dear heart

That is slowly killing the one that carries you

Please un-break… 85 more words


Railway Suicides

** TRIGGER WARNING ** (obviously)

One of many things that infuriate me in this world is the complete lack of empathy and understanding that people have when it comes to the subjects of mental illness and why some people commit suicide.  792 more words

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