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Quiet, Muted Despair

The depression is ingrained after so many years – there almost every day – but every day seems to have it’s own manifestation. I almost wish I was at my worst so I could hospitalize and be cared for. 1,118 more words

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Boston, Summer 1983 - Paper Girl ends my not-so-promising hoodlum career

A few more minor events stand out. There was a girl, 10 or 11, who had a paper route on North Beacon.  My little gang – my Lebanese neighbors, a Jamaican girl from across the street – and I secretly mocked her.   1,446 more words

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Waking the Dragon of Slumbering CPTSD

I didn’t know I had Complex PTSD until I was 36 years old. I deliberately turned off my trauma – tossed it, pretended it never happened – when Social Services removed my sister and I from our mother’s custody and placed us with our newly sober and forever ex-criminal father. 1,519 more words

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My Borderline thinks it's Jack Torrance

“I’m BAAAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKKKKK.”

Gee, thanks for the fucking warning. You’ve been away for a year, you don’t call, you don’t write, I thought you were dead for Christ’s sake, or met someone else at the very least. 1,107 more words

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3 years later it's back. Can't put it any better than I did in 2012. Here goees...

The Madness

The madness begins, it consumes your mind,

it consumes your soul.

All around the screams can be heard.

The crowd is wild like children on a hot summer’s day. 87 more words

Life

Toxic Relationships

Sometimes common knowledge is not knowledge at all.  For example, we have all watched television shows that portray the sad, ineffective, downtrodden, abused woman returning to her abuser. 516 more words

Mental Health

The Worst Kind of Anger

It was as if I were beating the air, totally unsatisfying.  My gut felt raw and I could find no thought to put myself at ease.   341 more words

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