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I hope she's happy....

I can’t sleep again….

My ex-wife and I divorced in March 2013, a year and a half after I came clean about my gender identity, which was the ultimate nail in the coffin of our marriage, which was already on life support after years of living as little more than roommates.  538 more words

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I will never trust or put my faith in a human being for as long as I live (and hopefully that won’t be for much longer). 143 more words

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I’m not sure what’s worse anymore; the nightmares in my sleep or the nightmare of my reality that I wake up to every day.  I’m not even sure what’s real anymore as I drift into the abyss.  Life never stops tormenting me.

Transgender & Mental Health Issues

Lorazepam makes me forget where I am

Even though I somewhat abuse it, Lorazepam is a wonder drug for me. It allows me to retain control of my functions,, while severely numbing out the chaos, the danger and the potential triggers of the outside world, as if it were a fuzzy protective bubble surrounding me everywhere I go. 467 more words

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My visit to Toronto's Gay Village

I did go to the Gay Village in the end, but I didn’t stay that long.  I went into a bar and nervously ordered a Bacardi and diet coke, then I sat down at the only available table, where I was sandwiched between 2 groups of people.  421 more words

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The woods of urban Toronto

I did go for that walk in the end.  Despite being pretty cold, it’s too nice of a day to stay here and get even more depressed about returning to Rochester tomorrow.  224 more words

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Some things still cause sadness or anxiety wherever I go...

I managed to get everything I planned to do done today, despite the fact that it’s a Saturday and I usually avoid going out on Saturday at all due to my need to avoid ‘weekend people’ and their offspring.  812 more words

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