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2 years, 5 months.....

I pushed myself on my trail run this morning….. to the point of almost vomiting. I run, but this week I’ve discovered trail running and that’s an entirely different kind of running torture. 462 more words


Yesterday Was One Of Those Days.....

Every turn I took yesterday it felt like I got knocked down.  By the end of the day I sat at my sister’s counter after having had a calming drink and between tears asked “why can’t anything ever be easy, just one thing, why?” 130 more words


Making Change Happen..... Even When I'm Not Ready

My heart keeps telling me to run….. run home as fast as you possibly can.

It’s been a week.  Possibly the longest week of my life.  806 more words


A Letter To My Husband..... As I Pack His Clothes

My Daniel,

I once said that it was likely the only way your clothes were being removed from our wardrobe was when I moved.

Well, here I am. 351 more words


Plans & Dreams...... When Our Becomes My

I struggle with the start of a new year.  It hasn’t always been this way, but for the past 3 new years, yeah I’ve struggled. 397 more words


Gratitude & Love.....

This morning I woke with an overwhelming sense of gratitude and love for the 18 years that I shared with the man who always loved me like there was no tomorrow. 46 more words


Hey Christmas, Maybe You Could Rack Off..… Please!

Being a solo santa is no fun at all.  I miss the other half in this santa equation.  I miss his input and discussions about presents.  892 more words