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2 years, 5 months.....

I pushed myself on my trail run this morning….. to the point of almost vomiting. I run, but this week I’ve discovered trail running and that’s an entirely different kind of running torture. 462 more words


Yesterday Was One Of Those Days.....

Every turn I took yesterday it felt like I got knocked down.  By the end of the day I sat at my sister’s counter after having had a calming drink and between tears asked “why can’t anything ever be easy, just one thing, why?” 130 more words


Making Change Happen..... Even When I'm Not Ready

My heart keeps telling me to run….. run home as fast as you possibly can.

It’s been a week.  Possibly the longest week of my life.  806 more words


Grief 2.5

It’s been almost 2.5 years since George passed and the grief that struck me today was devastating. Worst thing I’ve ever felt. These swings are brutal. 276 more words

Got you on my mind

Im not sure what it is, but I cannot stop thinking about George. I miss him so much. And damn Facebook keeps showing me memories from years ago, and it’s like everyday I’m reminded he’s dead. 347 more words

Let it go - a guide to giving away possessions

I got trolled last week by a woman who thinks I made my wife kill herself but today was a very poignant day so I’ve changed the focus of this post to one of calm contemplation, rather than disgust and rage. 1,022 more words


Technology is distracting

Im not sure if I’ve mentioned this in previous posts, but I thought I would revisit the days after George came home and told me he was dying. 370 more words