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Grand Plans...... I'm Gonna Be A Sheep Farmer

What are your plans?  Four little words…. four little words that cause a bone deep ache and an overwhelming amount of anxiety.  During the twelve months following Daniel’s passing the question was asked on rare occasion.   630 more words


The Young Widow's Guide

In all the research I have done I’ve realize how little is out there for young widows. There is no guidebook. My life has drastically changed since I became a widow at 23. 152 more words


I don't like being vulnerable

You’re hot then you’re cold, you’re yes then you’re no, you’re in then you’re out, you’re up then you’re down

Katy Perry sums it up well.

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Who am I? - Thoughts about getting older...

I remember vividly being very little and exclaiming “Oh, that must’ve been about ten years ago!”, just like I’d heard my parents say; only to realise that that memory couldn’t possibly have been from ten years ago, as I was only six… 828 more words

7 weeks......

It’s been 7 weeks, 2 days and 22 hours since Will left. I still feel so awful, I still miss him every minute of every day. 340 more words

Reflections On Would Have Been Our 4th Anniversary

The night before what would have been our 4th anniversary, May 12, 2015, I couldn’t sleep very well. I feel like I was a little anxious with how I would handle what would have been our 4th anniversary the next day. 650 more words


A collision of lives

I am alive, just bombarded with work.  Tonight I shall be strutting my stuff in front of 300 people with my band which is made up of colleagues.   168 more words